The Map became a key player in my life last year. I traveled to the opposite side of the world and back and even at home, my jobs and living spaces changed frequently. The image I spend most of my time examining is not a masterpiece with a complex and subtle brush strokes..It is a simple graph overlaid with flat color and unwavering line quality.
I've never experienced such colossal space as in Patagonia. Any sense of space, scale or time is usurped by a landscape that reinvents itself at every turn. Mountains, glaciers, cliffs, tundras, waterfalls, forests appear out of nowhere and disappear just as quickly like ghosts...
In Buenos Aires, I cling to maps. On the bus I watch for landmarks, memorize street names and count the jogs in the grid which deviate into webs of confusion.
They say memory is an emotional process...
In my fear of traveling without grasp of language, the map became life guidance, the one sure thing to guide me through the confusion of the city and navigate my personal turmoil. The grid holds strong.
A year of constant motion and map gazing begs the question –
How do I convey space, time and the effects our environment has on us?
How has my past affected how I view the new environments I find myself in?
One of the fundamental functions of our brain is mapping our location: where we came from, where we are, and how many ways there are to get to the next place. Another key action, our brains continually search for familiar patterns, even in the middle of the unknown. Actually, our brains are not great at taking in new information. They much prefer to imprint expectations based on past knowledge. The brain tries very hard to transform new things into what is familiar.
Maybe this lends to the magic in Patagonia..
I had nothing to compare it to. I was in continual awe.
My life in New England created an internal map that is my basis for organizing and understanding any other Space I inhabit...even if it is completely different.
I am in search of a visual vocabulary. These new works use the map as a starting point and play with the idea of how we use past knowledge to organize what lies before us.